One Day Down

I survived.

I didn’t think I would but I did.

Considering I got less than 5 hours of sleep last night. I stayed up until midnight writing a couple of chapters of this story I have been working on for over six years now. A few years back I was the closest as I have ever been to actually finishing the story. But, of course, I didn’t quite like it and I had changed a few things here and there so instead of going back and correcting, I scratched it and started again.

And again.

And again.

This time will be different…if I keep telling myself this, maybe it will come true.

After I finally closed my laptop, I took a shower and attempted to go to bed. It took about an hour, I think. My brain was stuck on repeat of all the possible outcomes my anxiety thought of. I woke up a couple of times, but finally gave up a little after five in the morning.

And surprisingly, I am not as tired as I would expect. I just hope I will be able to sleep tonight. It is going to be another long day tomorrow I am sure. But, then it will be Wednesday and my Dad and I will be driving up to Blue Ridge Parkway in the worst state in existence for a long weekend. My sister actually texted me today. She is excited too. I am glad we are doing this. I haven’t seen my sister in….over a year?

After getting out of work over an hour late, I stopped by the library and picked up three audio books I plan on taking on my camping trip. I doubt I will get to listen to them or even read the books I will be bringing, but it won’t stop me from bringing them. It would be like leaving behind your best friend.

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Time to get back into making the most of everyday…or at least trying, right? Why is it so hard?

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