This morning I was told that Alan Rickman passed away at age 69.
I just want to lay down on the ground and let the sadness wash over me. Maybe have an Alan Rickman marathon going on in the background.
How do people handle feeling so hard all the time? I can barely handle the sadness for a man I have never met but have loved for years. I never have been able to handle strong sadness though. I just want to hide, curled up in a corner and be left alone.
Probably not the healthiest way to handle things. But then I have never been the greatest at handling any kind of emotion well.
I will miss you Alan Rickman.